So I guess you can say I am definitely not a professional 'bater. So I went to play the game and I got a weird time, which I suppose I left myself open to in the rules. I began to think about getting up at 4:00 AM to jerk off and the appeal of this game seemed to wear off.
After I was done trying to edge I went all the way and blew my load, I took a shower and thought to myself I cannot make plans to stop me from doing this, but I also can't make plans to make me want to do it more either! So until you hear otherwise, my plan is to NOT have any plans, not feed my lust, but let things go merrily on the course they are set to go. It was a mistake to get so involved with these chronic masturbaters when clearly I am not one of them nor do I have any desire to become like them. I had a fantasy about these groups and now that I can see what they are all about it doesn't quite seem as fun, then again I just blew my load so you know this is the zero horny side of me talking. More on this later, I have a lot else I need to do tonight!
No comments:
Post a Comment