Deep into porn

Well I asked for it and now I got it! My plan, absolute freedom, and listening to the cries of my cock has pushed me further into this than I think I ever have been in before, in fact I am honestly getting worried that I am going to far with this freedom concept, that anything goes. But oh, it is good and feels good too. One thing that has come out of this experience is my newly discovered love for MX gear. I went ahead and bought a Shift outfit, jersey, gloves, and pants, I will look like a real MX hero now, except no boots or helmet, or bike! But I think those will come in time, when I start getting serious about dirt bikes and doing this as a hobby, I will already be set as far as gear goes. I feel I have more to say, more to unpack about these changes, but it is hard to analyze the storm when you are in the midst of it. My plan for the freedom games is to go until my left thumb nail has no mark. Months ago, I injured my left hand thumb nail and there is this blood spot under the nail, all black. I have been watching it move up closer and closer until it is cut off at my nail's edge. My plan is to keep going with this until all the blackness is gone from my nail, I'm guessing about a month and a half, then I will do more analysis as to what I need to be doing. I am calling this phase "Absolute Freedom 2012: The Nail Games"