Bate World

My Bate Rate:  0.55795

I had originally posted what was below, starting with the quote in the following paragraph earlier today.  But then I realized I actually had a comment on my last post from last month.  I read it and re-read my last post.  I should remember to read my last post before I shoot off whatever is on my mind, because I know when one reads these they will think I am the most indecisive person in the world...  One day I am ant-masturbation and then the next time I am all for it!  I call this my oscillation, a perpetual see-saw of inhibition and indulgence.  I think I am largely guided by my emotions and how horny I find myself at any given moment.  I really should not be assuming anything about myself, except that tomorrow I may feel differently... I guess in some ways that is the purpose of this blog, for me to flush out my thoughts and have the internet world read my ramblings...  Needless to say, as you will soon easily judge from the rest of this post, I am in a pro-masturbation mood, now transitioned back to the dark side, from my earlier post (the one that was commented on).  The culprit this time is a new website populated with solo-sexuals (most likely without partners like myself) who affirm and encourage the practice.  That is a HUGE turn on for me, exactly what I have been looking for.  So who know, maybe I can be more than a 46% kind of guy?  (ref: to my last post)

(Here is what I originally wrote)

"There is no problem that masturbation cannot solve.  There is no excuse to not masturbate."  These words continue to ring in my head as I read them on a profile page on Bate World last night.  Bate Word is yet the next step as I journey deeper into my bate and learn the joys of giving myself over entirely to the practice of self-pleasure.  I feel I mostly identify with being a solo sexual person, I have struggled with this my whole life.  Why can I never put to rest this masturbation subject?  It has become a defining feature for me, the capstone to my sexuality and identity as a sexual being.  I have attempted to control it, analyze it, suppress it, support it for years and years.  Now has come the time for me to do the one thing I never fully did ever....give into it!  Yes, to just let go and allow for my delicious slide into addiction to be complete.  Stop fighting, just be, let it be, let it define you, let it consume you, and you will be in bliss.

You will notice that there is a strange number now at the top of this post.  This is my "bate rate".  So I made a pact with myself at the beginning of the year that I would want to have a "batting average"  to play into my baseball fetish, of 1.0.  This is calculated by taking the day of the year.  Today it is Day 254 and divide it by the number of times I have done it.  Just now I finished up my 142nd masturbation session in 2012.  That gives the average shown above.  As you watch my progress into my addictive state, you will see that number rise.  The more I do it, the higher it gets!

All my readers out there, wish me luck!  I hope I can get to 1.0 on or before December 31, 2012.  My goal is simple.  To masturbate 365 times this year (cumming not required).  I must say that the site is getting me well on my way to this pleasurable personal goal.  Wish me luck!